Strange people

You know I seriously don't even like people. I tolerate them and feel they should be happy that I'm even giving them the time of day. Some people live off of drama, drama they themselves create. You know Michael travels alot, and I'm here alone with my babies, and I think there are tons of people who are surrounded by family and so called friends, and I'll be they're much lonelier than I am.. sad but true.

I lived with my mom and dad forever, and although I love them dearly, it's taken me years with a shrink and tons of anti depression meds to discover, that they used me as a buffer to make their lives full. I don't hate them for it, just wished I would of had the balls I have now, back then. I would of moved out when I was 18, gone to college and become an attorney who solely represents children and animal rights.

I'm glad I finally grew up, just know it's downhill from here. Maybe in my next life.. we'll see.

Difference in people..

Spent most of the day explaining to people how just because a person doesn't understand something, doesn't make them ignorant. Some people are built with the ability to multi-task, while others are only able to view things with horse blinders, they focus on one thing at a time, and can't do more than that ONE thing.

Also, there are people who are able to make quick decisions, while others over think everything; Prime example, Me and Michael.. I have the ability to make quick rational decisions. I've taken numerous ability tests and all of them came out the same.. I see a problem and see a quick resolution. Michael on the other hand, over thinks everything. "I always tell him, if he and I were in the middle of the road and a bus was heading for us, my first reaction would be to get the hell out of the way, whereas his would be to measure the distances of each side of the road.. which is closest, and while he's deciding... Splaaaatt.. he's a goner."

All I know is God put everyone of us here for a reason, maybe some of us have something in common while others don't. Doesn't mean anyone is better.. just means we're all different in our own ways.. it's all good :o)

Neglected Animals

I love animals with a passion, but like most people - seeing them in distress became so overwhelming it was literally affecting me emotionally. I keep seeing so many innocent dogs being put down.. Some have lived a life of horror, abuse, starvation,pain, and hate.. and for what?? To be paid for all their pain and suffering by being put to sleep? Can you imagine how it would feel to finally be in a safe haven, only to be taken for a walk a week later.. to be put down..??

Today, I feel so ashamed.. ashamed to say that I had to remove myself from an animal rescue group because I literally break down crying.. knowing that no matter what I do.. re-post, share, scream and shout.. it will never end :o(::

Today I became like every one else.. maybe if I don't see it, it will disappear.. today I became a loser.. today I turned the other way.. today more babies will be put to sleep.. and there is nothing I can do to stop it.. today, I failed as a human.

Sunday AM!

Sunday morning!! Gonna make breakfast and watch another movie with my family. Then gonna drag Michael to BINGO! He said we really can't afford little extra's right now.. and my response was... "if you don't take chances, you'll never know what you missed out on."

Have a great Sunday Morning everyone..

Starting FB Blog

Decided to start a blog and post it on FB.. Just random thoughts, and words of WISEdom. eh, Maybe I'll start tomorrow.. gonna go watch movies. have a doo dahh!