You know I seriously don't even like people. I tolerate them and feel they should be happy that I'm even giving them the time of day. Some people live off of drama, drama they themselves create. You know Michael travels alot, and I'm here alone with my babies, and I think there are tons of people who are surrounded by family and so called friends, and I'll be they're much lonelier than I am.. sad but true.
I lived with my mom and dad forever, and although I love them dearly, it's taken me years with a shrink and tons of anti depression meds to discover, that they used me as a buffer to make their lives full. I don't hate them for it, just wished I would of had the balls I have now, back then. I would of moved out when I was 18, gone to college and become an attorney who solely represents children and animal rights.
I'm glad I finally grew up, just know it's downhill from here. Maybe in my next life.. we'll see.
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