Seems like I've spent my entire life caring for others or living someone else's dreams and I'm just tired of it. Tired of just existing, tired of being away from friends and family, tired of being alone, tired of this person I've become.
All I ever wanted MY ENTIRE LIFE was to have a small modular home, with a HUGE fenced in yard with a luscious green lawn for my babies. Yes, I've always known I would have dogs [babies] with me throughout my life.. :o) Yet here I am in Spokane (which I love by the way) but I want more.. I don't wanna be here all alone anymore. I want to be closer to home, but not on top of family. Closer to home where i can have Poker parties, BBQ's, get up super early in the morning and go pick up my sis Sandra and bring her over to sit with me while I work and talk about everything under the sun. Closer to where I can have my nephews and nieces come over and relax and just love them up..closer to my friends, who can come over and we can sit outside and drink Ice cold Tecate's with limon and laugh all friggen night.. just closer..
Since I left CO., I've lived in 4 places, and not once have I put up pictures or decorated. I have my closets full of beautiful pictures, memoirs, some antique tables, etc.. and yet I set here in the giant vacant house.. alone. This house was meant for a young family, not a woman and 3 dogs.
Today, I'm going to do some chores and them I'm going to look at properties in CO! It's about time :o)
About Me
- Winterbabie
- Does It Matter?, Really?, United States
- Just a woman who has done of things and people. A woman who has hurt a lot of people in the past, and has paid her dues to Karma for it. A woman who could care less what you think of her. A woman who likes funny, different people, ALL animals, fun and just about everything under the sun. Am just a woman!
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