Okay, so tomorrow it will be a week that I'm not feeling good. I went to the DR Friday and he changed my meds, and gave me antibiotics for what he said was a sinus infection. Well, the pills make me sick, and so now I'm in pain, and sick because of the pills. I feel like a hypochondriac, like I'm imaging all this pain... like I don't know. Sometimes I feel normal, then a second later I'm down for the count.. I don't even like to mention it to anyone, because I can almost see them roll their eyes, like.. omg.. here she goes again.. so I tend not to talk to anyone.
All I want is to feel the way I felt last Monday, last Sunday... last time I felt good. I want to be able to be me again. I'm trying hard to stay positive, it's just really hard.. really really hard.
Tomorrow I'm calling the Dentist and getting panoramic Xrays to make sure I don't have an abscess, then I'm calling my DR, demanding I get a new antibiotic, and possibly an excuse for work for a couple of days. I love my job, and want to continue to do a good one, but feeling like this isn't cutting it...
Monday, November 7, 2011
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